I write when I've had heartache in my life. Writing has always been an outlet for me, whether it's a song, or just writing in my journal. But it's usually been when I'm down and I'd like to start writing some happy thoughts, that's the reason for writing my book. Although there has been so much dysfunction in my life, there has also been some happiness, and I want to write it down in hopes of helping others who may have gone through similar experiences.
My brother recently told me that he didn't care about me. Well, at least it's finally out in the open. Harsh, but honest. I know I need to cut all ties with him and stop wasting time trying to make a relationship work that was never healthy or loving. But, fool that I am, I'm still hurt by it. When will I learn? Sometimes I think that I've been so conditioned by the dysfunctional relationships in my life that I have a hard time recognizing a healthy one. Wow, how sad is that!
That being said, I am finally able to completely put my trust in God and see where He will lead me. My faith in Him, plus the writing of my book, will allow me to heal. Praise God!
--le
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